Sunday, April 28, 2013

So bad at doing what i'm told

Do I duck out of things? I guess I'm just really bad at doing the things I should. I chicken out. I duck down. I hide. I disappear.
Why? I don't know.
It takes all the strength I have to crawl up on my feet again. It's so hard to understand I was not enough for him. I could not muster up the me to be. It was not  intentionally. I just couldn't.
And now, knowing Norway does not want or need me, I'm at such a loss. What on earth am I to do next?
I guess saying that everything is possible.

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