Merry Christmas

Today it's christmas, and I can't muster up any enthusiasm at all.
Wathching Fear, Stress and Anger on BBC. I did put up a christmas something on the door and put out tablecloths with christmas motives.
Christmas is for people with loved ones. For family.
I've not found mine yet. But perhaps 2010 will be the year I do.
Realize that sounds rather gloomy, but from where I'm sat it seems quite good.
New year. New challenges. New life.