Enough is enough

Ok. So I have been completely comatose for 4 months. Enough is enough.
When I have been trying so hard to figure out what went wrong, or more spesifically, where I did wrong, I had a sudden realization.. It´s a complete waste of time!
If the man does not want me, it is pointless whatever answers I get.
HE DOES NOT WANT ME! That is the only thing I need to know..
So, it´s time to pick myself up and move on.
I am too old to waste any more time on this fiasco.

Life, are you still out there for me, please?
If I reenter,will you please be gentle with me?
I´ll do better this time round. I promise.