Friday, July 26, 2013

Huge long Norwegian "Ufffff".. The kind that stings, please. Something should stop this nonsense. I know not whether to cry or cry.. Its all so lost. Such morgue. But alive in the hate for me. And I know I need articulation of this hate and I know I am not in the right. The person I wish to portray myself as and the one I am being are Napoleonic apart. Somehow I am so distant from my own image of what to be tare not the same. I am completely and utterly lost. I am told I hate. And I don't think I can live with that.
I don't hate! I just live in fear. I don't wish other people ill.
How we deal with loss I have thought much of lately.